you know how feelin' when you see the light as a human whom docile or meek or submissive character? and now i hate myself with that character.
I wanna make a switch. to be all i can be, to be the one whose struggle toward anythings can make me hang back or all of the things wrong for me. yeah, wanna be a rebel!!
Throughout the time I just grown as submissive person, I always won't to act incorrectly, won't to do wrong, or more exactly i'm afraid to act unjustly, yeah! i'm afraid to do that. I don't know why whats more you all.
over there, I'll be a rebel! no pain no sense. say firmly this is true, that is wrong. this is good, that is bad. other opinion only as being subject consideration. I'll let judgement of other pass.
did you know I always envious when i see other who refuse to obey orders. I'm jealous when i see my friends ran away from schools or not finished their homework, then finally they got punishment.
why i didn't too? Why i can't do that?
I think that is cool, right?
But, i know it will be never make our parents proud of. however i'll be rebel toward which anything wrong and unfair according to values and rules where my foot down.
hey, look at me, i was make a promise with myself. and i hope my Lord hear that.
my Lord, i wanna be a badgirl, whose always help other, think go ahead, and can make a change much better than.
AAAND wake me up tomorrow early early early morn, i'll go to work, cuz it was very late when i got to bed. :)
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